you raise me up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.


I know you came back, sixth sense tells me so. Want to prove whether it accurates, drove all the way to your house, turned in the junction already saw your car........

I SPEECHLESS

three things in life

I got this from church... is very meaningful though

3 THINGS IN LIFE

3 things in life that once gone, never come back:

• TIME
• WORDS
• OPPORTUNITY

3 things in life that one should always has:

• HOPE
• PEACE
• HONESTY

3 things in life that are most valuable:

• LOVE
• FRIENDS
• SELF-CONFIDENCE

3 things in life that are never certain:

• SUCCESS
• DREAMS
• FORTUNE

3 things in life that make a good person:

• SINCERITY
• HARD WORK
• COMPASSION

3 things in life that can destroy a person:

• PRIDE
• GREED
• ANGER

3 things in life that are truly constant:

• "FATHER"
• "SON"
• "HOLY SPIRIT"

happy CNY

HAPPY 2 in 1 PEOPLE !!!!

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

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HAPPY VALENTINE

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stronger

I GONNA BE EVEN STRONGER THAN BEFORE!!

sucks

I can't bring myself to sleep and so blogging here.
I just don't understand why?! Why sometimes things happened which is nothing to do with me but yet I HAVE TO FACE THE CONSEQUENCES??! WHY?!? This is SO UNFAIR to me! Just like my car. Parents didn't scold me on that but keep saying never mind. Is it really doesn't matter to them?? BUT I MIND! I VERY MIND! A nice car after letting me drive dented here and there. Why don't they scold me?? It will makes me feel more comfortable rather than now I keep blaming myself. All said it wasn't not my fault, but I tell you, IT IS MY FAULT, I have to be responsible for the car I'm driving. Can you all just scold me?? Is not worthy to treat me so good. Having this feeling is SUCKs! SUCKs TO THE MAX !!!

Why am I keep facing problems these few days? I know, life without trouble isn't life. But life full of troubles is also not a life, so can anyone there tell me, WHAT IS LIFE ABOUT? Is just like a never ending for me, every day sure something bad will happen to me. Why is it must be me? What have I done until God punish me in this way? Where is your justice Lord? Aren't you should punish those wicked people? But why?? I'm sorry for blaming.

Let me pour everything out here. I no longer can keep to myself. I also have my own limits and this is way enough for me! Yes, I know I have to face the reality outside, have to face it myself, but I am seriously lack of confidence in facing the outside world even my tomorrows. I've TOTALLY LOST my purpose in life. Why after all hardship, I still wouldn't get what I want? All I know is no hardship, no victory. UNFORTUNATELY, it DOESN'T WORKS on me. So what for I still pushing myself to achieve it? Shouldn't I just lay back and relax?

YES! I strongly agree with you, max. It is 50-50 to you, and it's same goes to me. This is NOT the first time for you treating me like this. I experienced it before! So shouldn't be a problem for me to get on with my life.

anymore = forever = hopeless

• Is it really when there's a will, there's a way?

BULL SHIT!! I CAN ASSURE THAT

• Just by wishing and hoping, things will come into our ways?

STOP DREAMING !

weird feeling

I'm having a very weird feeling NOW, at this particular point. I don't feel like going any further into this. I don't actually need it in life now. Although I do really missed it but what is over just let it be. There's no way of turning back, no longer having the same thoughts and feelings, most important is I no longer have to courage to trust it will happen once again. To tell the truth, I'm really hoping but fact is fact, we have and need to face it even if we choose not to.

NO MORE TURNING BACK

why I just CAN'T get what I want????

good beginning

It is so HAPPENING for today =D Early morning wake up knowing today gonna be a great day ahead! And true enough. I don't know since when I found it is more easy for me to let go, to give up rather than keep wanting it to happen, forcing it to happen. Things won't work out if only me the one who keep hoping it to really come true without considering other factors. I neglected a lot for this to happen, not regret just a bit "sayang". THINGS WORK WHEN I LEAST EXPECT! =)) I NEED TO BE BACK MYSELF

hoping

Went to duty last night at Puchong there. It was actually an event organized by acts church, a sports event. So happy after the duty, I FINALLY FOUND BACK THE FEELING THAT I USED TO HAD LAST TIME together with them. This is awesome for me!!! Nothing much, just two major cases, suspect fracture on the elbow and ankle. So we bandaged and called them to pay a visit to the hospital. It was a great day although I burned out =)

A new week has begin, firstly..... I want to have a goof luck. Hoping everything will goes on smoothly.

It has been a week ever since...........

School Replacement

Day by day, I don't know whether my decision is correct? I don't know is it the time for me? I don't know should I take a step further or just stay put here, doing nothing to solve "this" problem? Currently my life is in a mess, my studies, my car........ All things suddenly just pop out like that without me knowing it. Once again, I'm lost! I do not know what is next coming for me, what is gonna happen and how "it" gonna work out. Why every time after a decision has been made, for sure I will regret on it? Why can't I just put it aside and doing zero reconsideration? If only I can do that, I'm not the steph that you know. I am really trying very very hard to be a better person, to be more realistic and to be more MATURE.

Today I had a school replacement for the coming cyn hols. Only 4 turned up, good enough for us to catch a movie in the APD room. Watched "17 again". There were many scenes that touched my heart, so sweet~

hope my black luck will come to an END!!!

Tough Week

Long time didn't blog... Well.. THIS WEEK IS THE WORST AND BLACKEST WEEK ever in my whole entire life!!! So many things happened to me and this is only the second month of the year 2010. I do learnt a lot as well lost a lot too. I lost thing that I beloved the most but I do gained a lot of friendships! This is exactly what pn tan has told me, when god takes one away, he will gives 9 in return!

Well, CYN coming, new year, new life, new hope! Really hope EVERYTHING will goes on smoothly and pls pls pls..... no more accidents for me!

A 5 years deal, will it comes true? I let go to god. I no longer have anything to say, anything to do either. Just let the time prove it, prove I'm wrong and you are RIGHT. Take care. Don't get messed anymore