life to come

Different values, experiences, positions, thoughts and these factors might cause problems to us at times when we're dealing with the world outside. I personally feel that problems aren't necessarily bad, it's good instead if we change our point of view. For instance, your chemistry results have been slipping. You failed four test in a row. Your teacher tells you, " Fail one more and you'll have to repeat the year. " Now you have a problem! You then have a plan for your chemistry, you so get a friend to help you up twice a week, do extra study, keep asking questions, repeating experiments, do notes...... Before long you are passing every test and you discovered it's not that difficult. Why? Because you had a problem and you solved it!! It's same goes to life. We cruise and blame along until problems get serious or maybe out of hand. We learn more from disaster than we do from success, aren't we? Think of this, without the challenges in life, you wouldn't be the same person. For god created everyone of us, he wants us to take up challenges and he will helps us throughout. Believe and trust god for he will give the best to us. Never put your life on hold for anybody, don't hold your breath for anyone or anything. Yes, I admit. Sometimes you give everything you've got.....and still fail. Even if you do your best, there are no guarantees that you will succeed. You may do your best and still be criticised. It's not failing that hurts much because you know you had tried your best, gave the best shot, you have done everything you can. The thing is you put effort in, you get results.
Life is a building process, take time to experience it !!! ;D

exhausted

WHY human beings so CRUEL ??? They like to just hurt one another rather than living in harmony. WHY WHY WHY ?? Can't they just leave HIM alone and STOP sabotaging ???? You guys are soooo busybody, nothing else better to do huh ?? People just want to do something simple, come on larh !! THE WORLD IS TOO CRUEL FOR YOU NOT TO CLOSE ONE EYE. Carefree but can't. What is going on??!? People like you, don't have to respect ! Respect has to be earned !!!!

" HEARTLESS !!!! "

a better one

* If others give you no respect, monopolise time or walk all over you, ask yourself, " What am I doing to encourage people to treat me like this? " If you want them to change, YOU have to change.

* As always, our challenge is to strike an harmonious balance.

* You decide to control the situation and answer only the questions which you want.

* No explanation is necessary. You don't have to explain your whole life and social calender to everyone else's satisfaction.

* We don't always have to have reasons in life, anyway.

* If you choose to explain yourself, do it because you want to share your thoughts with another person and not because you need their approval.

* The more you stand by your commitments, the stronger you become.

* One of life's important lessons can be learning when to keep our mouth shut.

* Sometimes the best way to get along with someone is to be absent.

* You'll never please all of the people all of the time anyway. You can be doing better things with your time than trying to convince people against their will.

* Praise is the sugar which makes the medicine palatable.

* A couple of intelligent questions will eliminate the problem.

* Get the facts before opening your big mouth.

* Friendship and support is a two-way street.

from the book of making friends by andrew matthews

sth more than love

THERE IS SOMETHING MORE THAN LOVE !!!

18/4

18/04 Sat no word!

This is the only day in life so far where I couldn't find any of a SINGLE word to describe. A day full happiness cause went out with friend to catch a movie? Not really. A dehydrated day cause my house no water supply almost the whole day? Not really. A very misfortune day cause my house 'flooded'? Hmm..... Not really. A sad day cause a friend of mine just left to Sabah? Not really. A tiring day cause I played badminton for 4hours non-stop? Not really. A day full of disappointment cause he let us down? Not really. In fact, not even a word can actually describe this day =X

I know you'll surely read my blog, so take this as my reply to your email.
Really appreciate you still treating me as your friend, tell me your problems, seek for my advice and I try my best to help you not because of what, is because you're my friend, no hidden reasons at all in fact. Just a friend helping you. No any misunderstand here! Yes, I admit, sometimes I'll think of you, so? That doesn't mean anything. What's over is already over. We have to keep moving and look forward and not just living in the past instead. There's something you have to let go no matter how insist you want it to happen. As you said, there's will, there's way. The thing is, I DON'T have the will and there's NO WAY it will happen!! Don't have to waste your time moreover you already had a girlfriend. You can't be treating her this way, be faithful to her, give what you can and try to make every of her days. I hope the best for you both! Take good care! Don't be silly think of all those questions again. =)

This's the THIRD time seeing you with your gloomy and depressed face. Really wanted to give a helping hand but I don't know where to start, what to help, when to help, if and only I'm granted with maximum wisdom. I wonder and I wonder and I wonder................. there's NO WAY I can help. =C

You just disappoint me. I'm very disagree with you. Sorry to say that you don't gain my respect!

is sooooo........... DIFFERENT !!!

happy ^^

happy

VERY VERY HAPPY !!!! BECAUSE.................. Wahahaha!!!! xD

don't ask, I won't tell you, is between us ;)

first driving lesson

I HATE CURFEW!!!!

Had my very first driving lesson in life! WOW! Damn excited. The instructor brought me to quite a small open space parking lot and taught me some basics, how to control a car well, clutch, gear and stuff. I kept OK OK OK to him x) Okay, after he explained everything, is my turn to drive! So I drove for I think 20-30 minutes there. He started to trust me ;) yea, called me to drive along LDP. I drove with the speed of 60km/h, overtake 2 cars. That time it was drizzling, and this instructor sitting next to me kept saying ' DON'T SO FAST! DON'T SO FAST! THE ROAD IS VERY SLIPPERY!! THIS IS YOUR FIRST LESSON ONLY! ' Right, I controlled the speed back to 40km/h. There were roads with holes, obviously who also will avoid it one right? ya, I avoided. Want to know what he says? ' No need to avoid, this is your first driving lesson, just go only, don't care, don't worry, I won't scold you. ' Once I heard I speechless =.='' Turnings- I didn't brake but accelerated. Bumps- didn't brake, but of course junctions I braked and traffic lights I stopped when it's red ;D Next he taught me how to make a 3 turn point. I mati enjin for the first two times. 2hours gone, time really flies. I asked him what I need to improved, he answered with a word- 'SPEED' I'm like........ err, okay. I will learn to drive slow. LOL paiseh x) My next driving lesson will gonna be on this Friday.


Me, Jas, FX, KN, WK, Nick, WL, YP and MC had dinner together-steamboat. This dinner was actually a farewell dinner for FX, yea, FX again. Nick was so jealous about it saying what also FX, that time the previous dinner also for him, help him to celebrate birthday, but none help me. LOL But

we really had a GREAT time there ~

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LAUGH IS THE NO.1 KILLER !!!!

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we did it again!

10/04/09

Today is Good Friday. Went to church and fasted since breakfast. Had my dinner only at 9pm+. At about 10.30pm, top 3 in the detachment plus me when to redbox. Price for that night was RM46++. We sang til top of our voices especially when it comes to 'bleeding love'. "This is the first time I really sing" said Ben with a smile on his face =) LOL. Really enjoyed it. Reached home 3.15am. Half dead........... (=.=*)ZzzZxxXz. Sweet DreamZ^^

11/04/09

Slept at 3.45am woke up at 7am, went to ambulance driving lesson. LOL. Not i drive, I see others drive..... I can only drive if and only I got the P license. Damn! But according to what they said, those who drove the ambulance, it wasn't easy AT ALL!!! We got halau by the guard, thuswise our lesson ends at 10.30am. We had a meeting after that at sam's house and supposed the meeting starts at 11 but we managed to only reach there at 11.30+ with a hungry stomach. Discussions after discussions....... on and on........ finally ended. SHINE BEYOND LIMITS, that's our theme. When to church at night until 2am+

12/04/09

WONDERFUL DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

We met Pn Tunsiah. Honestly, I think we should just stick to our plan instead of postpone it........ will see....... God, grant me wisdom.....

just me and you

muhahaha ! ^^

04/04

04/04/2009

A lot of complains going on, a lot of unhappy things happened but overall everything went smoothly I concluded. Let's start from the beginning of the day. I left my house at 7.20am to have breakfast. Then went to SMK Taman SEA. Red Crescent of taman sea organized a 3D 2N annual camp. Therefore, 9 of us ( me, HL, FX, KT, Edwin, DS, YC, JH and WK ) went back to helped the committee out as well give courses and simulation to the campers. Yea, we're the VAD, can teach those belia. Wahaha!! The course by right should be started at 8am sharp, but as you know, malaysia timing, the course only begins at 8.30am. There were 3 stations for the course - sports injuries, bleeding and fracture. 3 stations, 3 groups. Every group will rotates from one station to the next to complete their 3 stations task. And this took us 2hour, we ended our course session at 10.30am. Coming up next was simulation. We put on make ups on the casualties (camp committee). The make ups this time was a bit fake compared to the one we did in Notthingham. Asked FX why, he answered because they're still belia. LOL. What a reason. All casualties can send to Hollywood already, they acted very real, very touched. Some of them even dropped their tears for that and this made the whole simulation, whole scenario gets even more real. Once they (campers) saw the blood already got panic. Is very very panic the one. Is not they don't know how to handle, is they over panic what also can't remember, don't know what to do, can't refresh back what we taught them during the course. Small little cases like that also cannot handle well, PSP gone, transportation even worst! OH MY GOSH!! We (VAD's) really really felt bad and disappointed of it. FX after that explained everything A-Z to them can say in a harsh way. Can't blame him also, because their performance seriously very suck! Aihz. Should practice more. Practice makes perfect. =)

After all, me, YC, FX and Jas all the way from pj hit down to Sg Congkak, Hulu Langat. 45minutes with the speed of 40km/h finally we reached. To reach there, we went passed small road and malay kampung as well. It was drizzling went we almost reach and so happen it stopped when we reached. Thank god. We faced a big problem!! DAMN!! The campsite closed for renovation. Written there : ditutup sementara. Wa Lau!! All the way from pj now only say tutup. Pissed pissed!! My character - won't give up easily. Called up the person who in charge, begged him saying that we're from very very far, would like to make a survey for this campsite, planning to have a camp here, this and that, talk and talk...... Finally he allows but on one condition. Only 2 out of 4 can enter, the other 2 must wait outside. Lagi geram! But at least better than none of us can get in, right? So me and YC went in, is our first time to this campsite, have to explode ourselves and this place is so big, so huge! Where's the toilet, where's the tapak for tent, where's the astaka, where's the chalet, what activities can we do and what we can't...... And because the campsite was so big, we walked all the way from south to north and from east to west. We took 2hour plus to survey only 60% of the campsite and that was totally tiring, sweat all over plus walked with a hungry stomach. Torturing, really! But as a vice camp com, I know I have to sacrifice more and this is my part, I have to play my role ;) Around 5, we met FX and Jas back at the main entrance. Both of them finally got the permission to enter the campsite this time. So, 4 of us survey the campsite again. Walk again. Together-gether we together. xP Walk and walk, discuss and discuss....... Okay~ is time for us to make a move! Go go go!! Rained cats and dogs outside. We left Sg Congkak about 6plus. FX first dropped YC followed by Jas. He then fetch me to 'da pau' my dinner cause was really very hungry and hit back straight to taman sea after that. He dropped me there and went off cause he will be having dinner with family. Met HL, KT and Osla. Campers were performing for malam kebudayaan. Osla became part of the judges. Left 3 of us there, I reported all my outcomes to HL and discussion was on. FX joined us back after his dinner and that time was already 9 plus. Chatted with teacher, why nowadays kids behaved that way?? aihz. Was so disappointed on her, how can she do things without thinking of the consequences?

11 something we left school. Reached home 11.30 pm.

HOME WE GO!! HOME SWEET HOME!!

HEHE

HEHE! =)

Something happened today !!! And IT happens once in a blue moon in a very blue moon !!!!!! Thanks for the lunch ;D

HAPPY with it.

^^

he msg me and say want to bring me out,

cuz i was alone at home. ok, so when out with him.

had lunch, he asked want to catch a movie or not

so

we went to cineleisure.........

april fool 09'

01/04/09

Year 2009 is meaningful EXCEPT YESTERDAY!! Argh.......

1st of April 09'

Yesterday wasn't my day, in fact not at all. Just don't know why my EQ so bloody low. A lot of unhappy things happened. Things just went it's own way, everything was so wrong. Damn!!

1. Had argument with mummy once I woke up. (sad of course)
2. Get scolded from my brother right after argument. (so innocent)
3. Off the computer switch just like that without clicking on the shut down button. (sorry for messing up your system)
4. Started the conversation with Mr K. (OH NO! real april fool. Must be kidding me!)
5. Huey Lynn got beaten by me twice for no reason. (truly sorry)
6. Lost my temper during meeting. (was so pissed)
7. Snake bite, such a easy task also couldn't teach well. Explain half, paused, explain half, paused. Finally I called WK to take over and explain everything. (WTFish!! shameful!)
8. Tried getting rid of her. (felt so annoying)
9. First time being so so so so honest with him. (about my suggestion. GOSH!! did I say that? unbelievable! where did the courage comes from then??)
10. Slept at 12am, woke up at 3.30am. Couldn't sleep after that. Courted sheep. (missed dreaming)

I don't think april fool was the matter. Luck maybe? Might be. hmmm.... Anyway, NO MORE april fool for year 09. Gone for it's sake!

That's what happened on my APRIL FOOL 2009.

' PRAISE THE LORD '

LOL (=.=*)

1st April

DON'T APRIL FOOL ME PLEASE, HAD ENOUGH =S

HAPPY APRIL FOOL PEOPLE! DO MAKE FUN WITH OTHERS BUT DON'T OVER THE LIMIT KAY~ ;)