I HATE WAITING I HATE WAITING I HATE WAITING I HATE WAITING I HATE WAITING !!!

ok ok! I need to blog more often, knowing you keeping track on me. Well, time really flies. Going to be end of november and december coming. School hols started a week ago and I have nothing to do other than sleep, eat, watching movie and going out. My night life started since the beginning of hols. November hols at least can relex a bit however I still have some plans for december hols to fully utilize my time, time is precious. First of all it's gonna be my studies. Top priority for that of course. Next year gonna be my final year and I'll be sitting for the toughest paper on earth!! God Bless. No joke! I don't know how am I gonna handle it. Will I take it as a normal exam or something extraordinary? What am I worrying now is am I able to pass my business study. I find it very hard not to understand but to amply keywords while answering questions. How to answer only can get high mark or maybe full mark? Argh!! Ask teacher? Tried but useless. Not planning to work this year, so I will be cracking my head to figure it out. If I fail any one of the subjects, means I am wasting my one and a half years in Form6 and won't be able to enter local uni. Frankly the main reason I choose to enter local uni is because of financial problem. Not gonna touch so much on this matter. It will be a different life in uni compare to college. Wait, let me experience it myself and I will do further explanation. LOL. Next, I am going to trips and camps. Cool? Yea, it will be fun when you have great companions =D Also plan to sweat for the hols meaning will be playing sports. Healthy and can slim down, isn't it great? Killing two birds with only a stone X) WoW! My birthday coming. My 18th bday~ wakaka! xD looking really forward to it!

my emotions taking charge of me these few days. i get angry and sad fast. this minute you can see me laugh and smile, next minute you will be seeing me with a sad and dull look. i tried very hard to control and hide but it still very obvious. ya right, something happened. it happened very sudden and i need time to accept and overcome it. i know the coming 5years will be very tough for me to live through. however, with the grace of GOD i will stand by myself and face all problems with a open hearted.

time really flies and today is the first day of school hols. well, my plan of this school hols will be boring and no fun. i will do my studies for the whole hols cause i missed out a lot due to the 3months absence. for course not study day and night but something similar. lol. he called me to spend my dec hols with him, looking forward to it.

i finished my holiday hw but still have a econs project to do. estimate it will takes me around 1week? hopefully, so i have time to do something else =DD

happy holiday!

ppl backstabbing you, you also don't know. don't be so naive, boy !!!

Yesterday when out with one whole brunch of form sixes. there were 3 classes went for this "outing" last night. 6BS/BT, 6BK and 6BB/BM. i joined the kenanga's group although i'm from bidara. somehow i find it more relax and closer with them. no offence for the bidara group. we had dinner together at kim gary, the curve later on followed by movie then supper. watch 'poker king'. it was a comedy movie, laugh and laugh throughout the movie. really enjoyed it =) reached home 1.15am (-o-*) ZZzzz~

missing ~~~~

sick

i knew today is not gonna be a good day. and IT IS! true enough today isn't a great day. i wanted to tell him a lot of things but before i can actually started he already shooting out his problems to me. what can i do beside giving moral support?? who can tell me?

woke up with my nose blocked, can't breathe cuz both nostril were blocked. no choice but to breathe through my mouth. quite unhygienic for me. not only blocked nose but also headached and diarrhea. toilet and sleep the whole day.

i got back all my exam papers. was satisfied, very! with the absence of 3months still can answered, not bad! =D the highest mark i got was econs. thanks to Puan Su. lowest was PP(business). really have no interest in it. well, next wednesday is RKA day, taking report card. dunno what will happen, dunno what the teachers will comment about me. haihz

i got caught ytd while i'm driving. the police checked my driving license. guess what he says. "saya ingin kamu ini bawa kereta bawah umur, muka macam budak tingkatan 4 atau 5 aje" i responded him by giving him a sweat look. LoL -.-

now school ends at 3.30pm every day thanks to the dasar made by kementerian. if stay until 3.30 to have teachers teaching in class then ok larh, but this one no! stay until 3.30 for doing stupid R&D. dunno for what only??? majority form6 teachers also objected this dasar but nothing can be done and also cuz we have a very good good F6 teacher that keep promoting how good can it be and stuff. in fact all of us find it USELESS!! no offence

hopefully tmr will be a better day for u and for me

ns

Hey, I'm back with my blog after taking a long break. Well, I spent my 3months in National Service (NS). Looking back, i have learnt a lot from day1 to day82, from the moment we do not know each other to the day we became buddy until the day we waved our hands saying bye and continue our daily routine like before..... 3months not to say long, not to say short but definitely is a best and memorable experience in my life.

I had a shocked for the first sight of this campsite. it looked so NEW and all facilities were in a good condition. we stayed in chalet instead of a long dorm. 6 in a room, very good! the bed was so comfortable. my bed was right under the fan, so nice when sleeping........ ya and there will be very cold in the middle of the night. although they provide us blanket but i didn't use it cause not used to it, i used towel to cover myself instead.

We were given 1pair of boot, 1pair of sport shoes, 1pair of class shoes, 1belt, 1beret, 2pairs of white shocks, 2pairs of grey shocks, 2pairs of black shocks, 2sets of full loreng, 2inner loreng, 2sets of sport attire, 2sets of class attire and 2towels. really well provided.

Throughout the 3months, we had different different activities, projects, competitions and talks. the trainers there really inspired and enlighten me A LOT! although they always put on a fierce look but they were kind inside. Cikgu Yunus was the trainer that i really look up to and inspired me the most. He's our Bravo company trainer. Without him, i wouldn't had get BEST HEROINE AWARD. he really taught me in life. really very thankful to him.

I can conclude by saying whatever i learnt in camp, i wouldn't learn it in school. the experience that i get is priceless!!