Saturday, March 14, 2009

awesome !

awesome !

Well, met an accident today and this is my very FIRST accident case ever in my life !!!! together with two seniors. It's just a small case basically, motorcycle case. When to University of Notthingham. It was really really big and nice, 5star uni. The objective we went there is to give first aid course. Yea. "Makeup" on the casualties, it was totally.....(speechless)..... I SALUTE YOU !!



REMINDERS :

  1. He treats you good is not because he likes you, it's just the way he is.
  2. Surrender to the fact that life isn't fair.
  3. Seek first to understand.
  4. Choose being kind over being right.
  5. Remember that everything has God's fingerprints on it.
  6. Search for the grain of truth in other opinions.
  7. Wherever you go, there are you.
  8. Be grateful when you're feeling good and be graceful when you're feeling bad.
  9. Fill your life with love.
  10. Power of own thoughts.

money again

money again

Very tired, shopped the whole day. Bought some stuff- tops, ear rings and makeup remover. I bought a top for koko, as a reward for him since he studied so hard for stpm. yea, what a good sister, I know ;) as for you, I don't know larh, I just follow my intuition and final decision has been made. YEAH!!!! you had one too !! =D


CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW ~~~~ yahooooooo!
7.30 a.m.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

KEM PASUKAN BANTUAN SUKARELA 2009

KEM PASUKAN BANTUAN SUKARELA 2009
PBS camp 2009 DAY 1

My first day of camp -- Azizul's. Okay, lets start from...... okay~ first of all, I would like to thank Benjamin for fetching us there all the way and paid twice for tolls =D Although we drove into the wrong way and it was totally scary, cause the road looked very very "kampung", holes here and there, everywhere, can't even see a single tar, honestly. But thank God, we finally reached-- Camp Tekali, Hulu Langat. We were on time as in like 3.00p.m. register, 2.59p.m. we reached. Yea =) That time it was drizzling and just only the first day of camp, of cause will feel potong steam, right? Exactly! But luckily the rain stopped after 20 minutes. So happy =D okay, we waited for others to get registered and it took a long time. Never mind, as a first aider, must be patient. LOL x)

At the beginning, we divided into 10 teams, but somehow something went wrong some way, thus we divided into 8 teams. Each team consists of 12-13 members. And guess what, my team consists of 10 Malays, 1 Indian and 1 Chinese, which is ME! Proud of it. ;) There again, we divided into another 8 groups. Each group consists of 15-17 members-- "dome mates". After settle down everything, we were called to gathered at the assembly hall to watch so-called "BSM History" video. Know what, it was a cartoon history. Cute-nya~ Followed by introducing of camp committee. Coming up next was speech from Azizul, quite interesting, laughed all long. Yea. After that we sang social songs and played games. And that really made me sweat (physically) like hell, really, no joke. Learnt new claps- Tepuk Menyampah, Tepuk tidah apa etc...... As for social songs, we sang "the more we get together, together, together~ ~ (3 versions- BM, BI, BC) ", "burung kakak tua~ ~", "she will be coming around the mountain when she comes~ yippi yaya yippi yippy ya~ ~" etc..... Don't think it's easy, of cause sing is easy, but what if added some actions in? Actions that can considered real insane, childish, funny! WOW!! We danced, some cute dances and tradition dances. There's a dance which goes like this: "kiri kiri kiri, kanan kanan kanan, depan, belakang, lompat lompat lompat". SWEAT lot. We too played London Bridge game. They called it "terowong persahabatan". " WE WANT MORE! WE WANT MORE! WE WANT MORE! ", we shouted, cause basically everyone was already high, yea. =D

We ended our first night with night duty. I did the first shift which started from 1.00a.m and ended at 2.00a.m.. Before that, we divided into 3 teams, each team consists of 4. My team take charged of the canteen. There were chairs and tables, we sat there until our duty ends. Good! Back to dome and sleep after that. =.= zzZZzXz Sweet Dream~~

Hoping MORE for the second day ;)


PBS Camp 2009 DAY 2

We had told to get all things done at 6.30a.m. brush up, everything. We did morning exercise with those cockerels. LOL. Morning jog, slow walk, warm up, a bit of dance......etc. We jogged together with Azizul, he commented on our team slogan : Mengacam tak apa, jangan terancam sudah. LoL. 'sweat' It took us almost an hour followed by our very first breakfast for the camp-- fried mee hun. Oh My Gosh!! I tell you, really really sympathy us. So little, so few. "Special" for kids. Oh man!! Really! So pathetic. We thought out a way, all of us eat quickly just for the second round. Aiyooo, pity us, like a prisoner just came out from jail, that hungry. We were given some time to prepare our sketch for malam kebudayaan. Coming up next :

First Aid Course :
  • Fracture
  • Transportation
  • Wound
  • Burn
  • CPR

Obstacles Game :

  • Tyre Step
  • Abseiling
  • Burma Bridge
  • Kung Fu Dance
  • Monkey Rack
  • Balancing
  • Commandant Crowl

Stations Game :

  • "Kipcap Balloon"
  • "Plastic Bag with Holes"
  • "Sweets in Flour"
  • "Ping Pong Ball with Spoon"
  • "Ping Pong Ball in Water"
  • Water Confidence
  • Flying Fox
  • Jungle Trekking

We played water, flours, water ballons, hide and seek, chased here and there like a mad dog...... Committee all were playing around, busy pouring and throwing flours to us, ran all over the place. Really siao! World War 3 was so happening. And plus that time it was raining, we just don't care, continued playing, just want to have FUN! besides fun, still FUN! And it was really really FUN!! Everyone was so happy, laughed, laughers everywhere, YEAH!! \(^.^)/ Is shower time!!! We rushed into the wash room knowing there's sure not enough bathrooms and WATER. We bathed with cold water of cause and it's direct from hill. SYOK SYOK! WOW~~ YEA ^^ Ever since we complaint about the food, finally we got more! Yea, FULL! wahaha x) Nervous hit straight to me next, worried about the sketch at night, later. Well, basically all performence involved dance. My team danced 5 dances thoroughout the sketch. Incredible huh? =) That night, there's a dance performed by committee. Chicken dance, that's for sure! Is a tradition. We sang, we danced and we played games, that night itself, we enjoyed very much. COOL!! The "wave" game and not forgetting, "walk all night". And because it was the last night, we were given permission to stay up until 1.45a.m.. "Gemuruh" was played all night long. Supper next. Had it with Azizul, small discussion over there. Back to tent at 1.30a.m., don't have to do night duty, can sleep peacefully (=.=*) The night was really really cold, thank to my sleeping bag. It made me felt warm and comfortable. I MISSED YOU!


PBS Camp 2009 DAY 3 [Last Day]

Committee pity us, let us sleep until 6+, gathered at 7. I woke up at 6.42a.m.. Don't worry, still on time, just have to brush up and change. Easy and fast. x) Morning exercise us usual, breakfast then. WOW! First Aid competition on the way. A group of 10. My first mission was right humerus fractured. Okay~ steady. Used up two bandages. Done, neat, good, satisficed. Second mission, a wound on right radius. Two bandages also. But Stephanie (not me, one of the committee, yea, same name, lol) said if want to short cut can just use one bandage and put the injured hand inside the shirt. Hmmm, I see, I learnt new things =D eh fx, why didn't you teach me this method? Easy and fast.

I volunteered for kawad bendera. 9 of us kawad-ing. Pity, practiced under the hot sun. Finally I got tenderness. What to do? Volunteering and I loved marching, can't help it ;) We were playing around saying all got second degree burn, blister coming out, processing to third degree xD Cause it was really really hot, sweat all over, moreover we wearing black tops and pants. Black colour absorbs heat!! CRAZY!! Will faint one k if can't stand. Don't play play!

My team won for the malam kebudayaan and we had to sketch all over again during closing ceremony, meaning dance again..... aiyo, so tiring =x paiseh larh. Closing ceremony starts. First of all, speeches from Tn Azizul Amar Rahmat (Camp Comm.), En M.Somasuntharam (Setiausaha Kahormat BSM, Chapter Klang), Pn Fatimah bt. Sulaiman (Pengerusi BSMM, Cawangan Selangor). Done with all speeches, is time for us to kawad bendera. We marched in and sang BSM song. Marched with one hand. CHUN~ yeng! We sang with all our hearts and we gave our fully respect to it. After all, time for prize giving and certs. "Gemuruh" played, we hugged each other saying good bye, take care, do keep in touch....... and of cause, ' autograph please, how about pics? ' yea...... photos, snap snap snap, here and there, the entire campsite, team pics, group pics............................................

This is where my 3days 2nights PBS camp ended~~~~~~~~~~ Go with 1001 questions, came back with 1001 experiences

OVERALL, THE CAMP WAS AWESOME!!!

DATE : 6-8 MARCH 2009

VENUE : Camp Tekali, Hulu Langat

FEE : RM50.00

7 PRINCIPLES : Kemanusiaan

: Kesaksamaaan

: Keberkecuali

: Kebebasan

: Khidmat Sukarela

: Ketunggalan

: Kesejagatan

THEME : Unity In Diversity

CAMP SONG : Gemuruh

CAMP COMM : En Azizul

VICE CAMP COMM 1 : En Shreenath. C

VICE CAMP COMM 2 : En Noel Silas

CAMP COMM SLOGAN : Is Easy To Get A Good Player, but Is Hard To Get A Good Team

TEAM SLOGAN : Purple Femur, Mengancam!

TEAM MEMBERS : Fazrul (Leader)

: Sheril (Vice)

: Dya (Secretary)

: Eddie (Eldest)

: Stephanie (Youngest)

: Maisur (Tallest)

: Adi (Best Drama King)

: Najihah (The Quiet Ones)

: Rubi (Missing Queen)

: Yana (Kind was her Middle name)

: Atiqah (Talented)

: Amirah (Dancing Queen)

Representatives of VAD Petaling :

* Stephanie

* Jun Hao

* Yin Chuan

* Rosli

Monday, March 9, 2009

sorry

sorry
I'M TRULY SORRY !!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

speechless

speechless
NO WORDS CAN NOW DESCRIBE MY FEELING
>.<

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

freaking !

freaking

Hate the feeling where someone did wrongly and we can't do anything nor say anything but just can sit a side and kept our mouth shut! Just because his post is higher, higher status, more power?? What I want to stress here is, although you're one level above us, that doesn't mean whatever you do is correct, is perfect, is the best. As a manager of an office, you have to think wise rather than just giving orders, orders and orders. Action speaks louder than word. Stop putting up dramas! Give top priority to any important things. When both the things equally important clashed together, this is the time where you have to make a smart decision to sacrifice one. And please choose the one that will NOT sacrifice your workers/ working committee! Making decision is easy, but making a smart decision is hard. We know, we understand. But you have to as a manager. Stop bull shitting! As a manager, show a good example!


YOUR PROPOSAL HAS BEEN DECLINED !!!!
** I didn't mean to offence anyone. Just telling the truth here.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Something more

Received my salary today, 4 digits. Yea, right, I sure be feeling happy, but I didn't. In fact, not at all. Put it in this way, besides money, I had found something more valuable in this world. With money we can buy anything but not everything. Money can't buy happiness, peace, love, knowledge, freedom.......etc
Ever since I joined VAD, although it wasn't long, but I really learnt a lot form this detachment, this society. The cares that we gave, the time that we sacrificed, it was totally AWESOME !!! Some people just don't realise how wonderful it is. They will only thought : help people?! just for free?! for what?! why so stupid?! should make some money from it!.......... and stuff. YES! of cause, you can be selfish, but I want to ask, if one day you became a beggar, or maybe you're helpless, need help, no money, do you think people will help you?? Think harder. People will only treat you good if you too treat people good. A good Samaritan will helps you, cheer you up, even if you don't know them. His objective is to help people, that's it! For him, it's sufficient. That's the reason.

There's a lot people outside waiting for our help! Learn to help, learn to give love to the world!!!! IT WORTH MAXIMUM!!!!

REMEMBER: MONEY CAN'T BUY EVERYTHING!!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

The Very First Time In My Life !

I CAN'T FEEL MY LEGS !!!!! NON-STOP SHAKING. IT WAS TOTALLY CRAZY! INSANE! ALMOST GONE CASE!
SPECIAL THANKS TO FX, JAS AND EDWIN.



KL Tower, 32 floors, 2058 steps, I Will Remember YOU !!




He wanted to carry me down , I scared I'll fall for him once again. If that happens, my previous hard work all gone, cannot!!! I won't let it heppens once again. So decided to continued by myself and i really did it. =D


What a day !

28 FEBRUARY 2009

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED !!
Really didn't expect anything much from my first aid knowledge. Thanks to your personal trainings! ;)

Friday, February 27, 2009

TIME TO CHANGE


I learnt a lot throughout these few months. I learnt not to be selfish and think maturely. Put it in this way, loving someone doesn't mean you have to have that someone physically. As long that person is happy, it's sufficient. But human are just human, we're selfish, we want more. However, LOVE is one of the toughest chapter in the book of life. You need to give it some time, days, months or maybe years. If it's yours, one day it will be. It's just a matter of time. Just don't let the noise of others drown you down, have the courage to search what's in your heart and follow your intuitions. If your heart calls you to wait, then wait, don't have to rush. If you guys are meant to be together, nothing will stop you! Be patient, have faith and be strong.


As for now, I pray for you every day, hope you can run your job smoothly, hope everything goes fine and in control. I really really want you to be happy. When you're happy, I'm done! At least now we can still meet each other, can chat like normal friend does. After knowing you can continue with your life happily, I felt very pleased, I had made a good moved, a very very good moved. As long can see your smile, no matter how much I have to sacrifice, I'm willing to. Not expecting anything much, not hoping we can be back together, not hoping you to remember our past, just hope that you can live happily, smile every day, live life to the fullest!





will be there for you whenever you need me