SLOW AND STEADY!!! ;)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
48/50
48/50
Woke up early in the morning prepared myself to sit for the undang test. Last minute only get to study which is last night. Cause basically I was busy with VAD stuff - coming camp. Campsite also haven't settle, food everything. Letters also, we have to send out all letters to PPD 5 weeks before the camp. A bit rush cause we lack of time. Time is so precious!!!!! Start to feel the pressure.
Back to the story. The instructor came at 7.00 a.m. to pick me up. Once he reaches my house, his kancil only left the one and only space for me to sit and of course I can fit in. LOL =) 5 of us plus instructor in the car. This world is really very small, I met Yew Pang (VAD member) inside the kancil. So the jodoh. We ended dicussing about the camp, food, ingredient, campsite........etc inside the car. Now VAD, PBSM seemed part of my life, can't really let go. Chat chat chat and we finally reached. 4 of us, 2 will be taking undang test and the other 2 will be on the road. I'm taking undang and this guy named John also same as me where Yew Pang and the other girl on the road. Cause it was too early for us to sit for the undang test, so the instructor dropped 4 of us to asia jaya there, place where get your P license, yea, there! Me, Yew Pang and John sat together and had a small chat there. Nice to meet you, John. =D Around 8 a.m., the instructor fetch both of us to sit for our undang test. We were the first to reach. Took our test at 8.35 a.m. We were given 45 minutes to answer 50 questions. In 25 minutes time I'm done, but since still have time, I went through once more. Wasn't that nervous when I click on ' TAMAT SESI ', to tell the truth, I'm confident with it. And the result appreared straight on the screen, I scored 48/50. =D so happy, don't have to waste time and money to resit for the test since I passed. Went out of the "examination hall" to collect my result sheet. I called up my parents tell them about this good news. Actually I don't wanted to call him cause that time was 9.15 a.m. and I knew he's rushing to work or maybe on the way driving to work. Don't know why I still call him. A bit disappointed honestly, he sounded very busy, rushing for something. But I can surely understand, didn't blame him on that. Unfortunately John failed, sorry for that, he had to retake. He kept saying : " Oh No, I lose to a computer!!! OH NO!!! " The tune that he used, make me laugh, really xP
Reached home bathe, online to check for campsites, chatted with him. And he apologized for this morning call besides also congrats me for passing ;) Had a tight nap after that from 1p.m. to 7p.m. so freaking tired. Just want to sleep and dream. LOL =.=* yea.
Now waiting for my amali which is gonna be on this thursday then still have to wait for around 10 days to get L and.......... can on the road already!!!!! YAHOOO~ I called the instructor to arrange for me, as fast as possible. I need my P license VERY much! >.<
Woke up early in the morning prepared myself to sit for the undang test. Last minute only get to study which is last night. Cause basically I was busy with VAD stuff - coming camp. Campsite also haven't settle, food everything. Letters also, we have to send out all letters to PPD 5 weeks before the camp. A bit rush cause we lack of time. Time is so precious!!!!! Start to feel the pressure.
Back to the story. The instructor came at 7.00 a.m. to pick me up. Once he reaches my house, his kancil only left the one and only space for me to sit and of course I can fit in. LOL =) 5 of us plus instructor in the car. This world is really very small, I met Yew Pang (VAD member) inside the kancil. So the jodoh. We ended dicussing about the camp, food, ingredient, campsite........etc inside the car. Now VAD, PBSM seemed part of my life, can't really let go. Chat chat chat and we finally reached. 4 of us, 2 will be taking undang test and the other 2 will be on the road. I'm taking undang and this guy named John also same as me where Yew Pang and the other girl on the road. Cause it was too early for us to sit for the undang test, so the instructor dropped 4 of us to asia jaya there, place where get your P license, yea, there! Me, Yew Pang and John sat together and had a small chat there. Nice to meet you, John. =D Around 8 a.m., the instructor fetch both of us to sit for our undang test. We were the first to reach. Took our test at 8.35 a.m. We were given 45 minutes to answer 50 questions. In 25 minutes time I'm done, but since still have time, I went through once more. Wasn't that nervous when I click on ' TAMAT SESI ', to tell the truth, I'm confident with it. And the result appreared straight on the screen, I scored 48/50. =D so happy, don't have to waste time and money to resit for the test since I passed. Went out of the "examination hall" to collect my result sheet. I called up my parents tell them about this good news. Actually I don't wanted to call him cause that time was 9.15 a.m. and I knew he's rushing to work or maybe on the way driving to work. Don't know why I still call him. A bit disappointed honestly, he sounded very busy, rushing for something. But I can surely understand, didn't blame him on that. Unfortunately John failed, sorry for that, he had to retake. He kept saying : " Oh No, I lose to a computer!!! OH NO!!! " The tune that he used, make me laugh, really xP
Reached home bathe, online to check for campsites, chatted with him. And he apologized for this morning call besides also congrats me for passing ;) Had a tight nap after that from 1p.m. to 7p.m. so freaking tired. Just want to sleep and dream. LOL =.=* yea.
Now waiting for my amali which is gonna be on this thursday then still have to wait for around 10 days to get L and.......... can on the road already!!!!! YAHOOO~ I called the instructor to arrange for me, as fast as possible. I need my P license VERY much! >.<
Sunday, March 29, 2009
life
life process
I don't know what the hell going on with me, feel so sick for the past few weeks! =X Visited doctor yesterday, as usual, got lectured from him, this, that, this, that....... Ahhhh, you think I volunteering to get sick??! Don't be silly. Often headache, dizzy, black out, stomach not feeling well.......... All these really can kill me. No joke. Actually I had a very bad feeling where I think I'm gonna die soon. Somehow this feeling just "pop" up and is so strong. Ya, still have a lot a lot of things I haven't get to achieve, my career, own car and house, my own family.........etc. But 'life' this thing, we can't control, is all fully based on GOD, is in his hand. When is time, is time. We have to accept it and start a new life, whether in heaven or in hell. No idea. It's scary, totally!!!
So guys, if you don't see me for a long time, I didn't pick up your calls, didn't reply your messages or you can't get me, please forgive me for leaving the world in a sudden without saying a bye.
I don't know what the hell going on with me, feel so sick for the past few weeks! =X Visited doctor yesterday, as usual, got lectured from him, this, that, this, that....... Ahhhh, you think I volunteering to get sick??! Don't be silly. Often headache, dizzy, black out, stomach not feeling well.......... All these really can kill me. No joke. Actually I had a very bad feeling where I think I'm gonna die soon. Somehow this feeling just "pop" up and is so strong. Ya, still have a lot a lot of things I haven't get to achieve, my career, own car and house, my own family.........etc. But 'life' this thing, we can't control, is all fully based on GOD, is in his hand. When is time, is time. We have to accept it and start a new life, whether in heaven or in hell. No idea. It's scary, totally!!!
So guys, if you don't see me for a long time, I didn't pick up your calls, didn't reply your messages or you can't get me, please forgive me for leaving the world in a sudden without saying a bye.
BEST WISHES TO YOU GUYS OUT THERE. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
again
again?!
Ahhhh.....! Why am I feeling jealous because of that? I know I shouldn't and yet I can't help it. I tried to hide, but it's still doesn't works. All of a sudden this happened again. What is this man?! seriously. I just........ I just........ Tell me, just tell me, why??!? So pathetic T_T GOSH!!!!! Since when again??!? I had no idea. Basically I'm just following my intuitions, and this's what I ended up with. Feeling so helpless, don't know what to do, what's next?????? The pain is personal and it's deep. The soul is searching for meaning. You have the potential within you.
hopefully GOD will answer my prayer
hopefully hopefully and hopefully.... we.......
GOD BLESS ME
Thursday, March 26, 2009
hiahz
hiahz
All these questions keep turning and burning and churning inside me. I need to know these answers, I need to find my way. Can't tell what's waiting, still I need to go ~~~
All these questions keep turning and burning and churning inside me. I need to know these answers, I need to find my way. Can't tell what's waiting, still I need to go ~~~
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
make your days brighter
make your days brighter
accept what you must,
and change what you can.
think before you act
and not regret any moment
of carelessness.
appreciate what you have
and the wonderful person you are.
enjoy the simple pleasure of life:
in nature and in people.
forgive mistakes and forget the past.
learn and discover new experiences
and take life as an adventure.
dream and plan for your future....
go for what you want !!
accept what you must,
and change what you can.
think before you act
and not regret any moment
of carelessness.
appreciate what you have
and the wonderful person you are.
enjoy the simple pleasure of life:
in nature and in people.
forgive mistakes and forget the past.
learn and discover new experiences
and take life as an adventure.
dream and plan for your future....
go for what you want !!
Monday, March 23, 2009
we are the best !
we are the best!
VAD PETALING
ADA MUTU, ADA GAYA !
WE ARE STILL THE BEST, THE TOP !! NO ONE CAN BEAT US !!
I really don't get it. I thought we did our best and we can win. Ya, we really tried our best, we gave the best shot. But the mark was so........ just doesn't make any sense to me, totally unreasonable.......... I speechless, real speechless. When we returned to MC house, we acted normal, especially FX. I'm sure everyone is disappointed, was so unhappy and dissatisfied with the result but yet hiding the feeling deep down in heart. But is OK to lose, the most important thing is we got to stand up and work as a team. At least we get to experienced things that we never know before this, hang out as the team, get to know each other. Played cards and mahjong together. That's more worthy than winning right? Come on! We've still got a camp to run, it's another experience, let's make it the best and memorable one kay!!! The whole committee should be mentally and physically strong!
Friday, March 20, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
realities
realities
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you, so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you trying to know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you, so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you trying to know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
meaningful 09'
meaningful 09'
Handled a case early in the morning in church. One of my church member twisted her ankle. I applied R- I- C- E method. Went to chapter for training competition. I gained back the confident which I had totally lost ever since that day wednesday meeting~~ =) what a relief to me. I joined RC since standard 4 until now, 7 years plus. I still remember why I choose to join RC. The main reason was at that time, my ambition is to be a nurse. I got motivation from my mom too cause she used to be a nurse. And now, I joined VAD just to help people outside who really really needs help, know how to appreciate us and respect us.
Handled a case early in the morning in church. One of my church member twisted her ankle. I applied R- I- C- E method. Went to chapter for training competition. I gained back the confident which I had totally lost ever since that day wednesday meeting~~ =) what a relief to me. I joined RC since standard 4 until now, 7 years plus. I still remember why I choose to join RC. The main reason was at that time, my ambition is to be a nurse. I got motivation from my mom too cause she used to be a nurse. And now, I joined VAD just to help people outside who really really needs help, know how to appreciate us and respect us.
FIRST AIDER !!
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